Tuesday, March 15, 2011

9: I love the way I know you'll never give up on me. :)

When every step is so hard to take and all of my hope is fading away, when life is a mountain that I cannot climb, you are with me. 

When every moment is more than I can take 
and all of my strength is slipping away, when every breath gets harder to breathe, 
you are with me.
 Hey, babe, I love you. Right now my stomach is churning and I feel like someone is holding a rope around it and twisting it and I can’t breathe. It’s all because I miss you so much. :( Okay, do you wanna know the 9th thing I love about you? :) I love the way I know you'll never give up on me. Even when I act like a child and am ridiculously annoying and stupid, you promised me that wouldn’t ever leave me unless I… you know. But, I will NEVER do that, so you don't need to worry. I love you so much, babe. :)))) Guess what? 36 days until my last day of school. YIPPEE. I love my frands here but I miss you like cra cra so it’s not even funny. This is going to be the world’s bestest summer! Okay, so I just want to deeply apologize for today. I feel terrible. LIKE TERRIBLE. I feel like I was such a bitch (cus I was) and I am so so so sorry. I’m going to try and work on: 1. not interrupting you when you are telling me a story (or just telling someone to hold on) and 2. not getting mad at you when you are the one who is mad and you didn’t do anything. I just really hate that I hurt your feelings and I’m sorry. :( Anyways, tomorrow is a new day... We get to Skype in two days and I don’t think I have ever been so excited to Skype with you in my life!!!! :D YES! Muaha, I love it so much. I’m so stoked. Eeeeeeeee!!!!!! I ruv chew ^ infinity! :))))
so goofy :P

Monday, March 14, 2011

Dear, Romeo... Love, Juliet :)

Rob,
Or should I call you Robert? Well, no. Kelly called you that & I'm not going there. Or should I call you William? I mean, that's your real name. What about Will? No, I already know one of those. Gross. I can't handle two Wills. CONFUSION. What about Will i am? Well, I'm not sure that you're cool enough for that. :/ Sorry to burst your bubble, babe! Muahaha, I'm totes kidding. You're a cool wittle jumping bean. Eww, why am I talking like that/what am I even saying?! Sometimes I think I'm high when I'm not. Like when I feel like I'm living in a dream and I am falling through the ground or when I need to pop the bubble around me and step out because I'm suffocating. That stuff happens in real life to me. REAL LIFE! "Is this real life?" -David after dentist. Please tell me that you've seen that video! Well, if you haven't, then here's the link: David After Dentist Lolololol gash I freakin' deakin' leakin' love dat vid. He's a funny cat, Roberto, just like you! But, OK. Today was like a roller coaster, but let's not talk about it. Let's just talk about our highs for the day. One: I ate an oreo muffin with peanut butter on it for breakfast. Can you say delish?! I KNOW YOU CAN, SO SAY IT! :D Another high was that my linguistics teacher gave us a pop quiz and gave us all a 100% on it. YAY. I love him for that. Another high was that I got done all my homework that I needed to get done today. I feel so fuckin productive. :))) Eww, gross chins. I feel like my chins are growing, though. I NEED to keep a food log or something so I can analyze what I eat because I just inhaled like half a jar of nutella. OMGsh I get so hungry and my tum tum just attacks me! I can't do anything about it either. My hand just picks up the jar of nutella like it's programmed to do that or something. It's really weird. I guess the universe just wants me to keep eating it so I'm gonna obey. :) Ok, time to be normal... Babe, I really appreciate the way you express your feelings so well to me. That is the 8th thing I love about you, just in case you lost count. :) Like I feel like a robot even though I swear I'm not. I know I have some bolts and screws on my back but that's just the way I was made... lololol what am I saying? Ok, but for reals. I agree with what you say, you just always say it first. So it's not like I can just say, "Me too," without sounding completely emotionless. I'm better at expressing myself with facial expressions and bodily expressions (hugs xoxo) and my wittle keezes. Muah. I wuvv chew. But seriously, I'm glad you have that quality. Because I don't. I just always assume that you know how I feel and I'm sorry if I forget to reinforce my love for you. I try to tell you "I love you" at least every day. Cus I do. & when I say things, you better believe them, tard! I'm not going to lie to you. Trust me, I would not be in Florida wasting my time if I wasn't serious about the way I feel for you. I love you, bebe. :)))))))))))))))))))) I can't wait until we can skype so I can see your beautiful face!!!!!!!!! P.s. my friend told me today that she was stalking my spring break pics (she was like, once you click on one picture you just can't stop, you have to look at them all) and she thinks you're a good looking cat. OK, she didn't use those exacts wordsies (obvi) but she said you were really cute. YEAH, YA ARE. I'm jeal. Well not really 'cus you're all mine. :D 
Babe, this was my favorite spring break. I don't think I would have even had half as good of a spring break if you weren't there waiting for me. I would be hanging out with my family every day and I probably would have gone to OSU for like a couple of days. I have so much fun with you and hanging out every day was great. It's just great! I love being like a couple and I also love that we can just chill around the house and be like frands. & I also really love that you get along so well with my sister because that makes her happy and that makes me happy. So hap, so hap! :D I love you so much. Can't wait till summer! HOLY FRICK. 37 days until my last day of class. So I will be coming home right after then. My last day of class is 4-20, too. Weird. Druggie school -__- Alrighty, love ya beibs. Much love! <<EWWWWWWW. 
-Mo
SO FACKIN' HAWT. My fwavwite pic of yew. <3

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

7: I love the way you think you look awful when you first wake up when it is actually then I find you beautiful.

Ok, don't think I'm creepy or anything. Even though we both know that I am. <:D I just thought this was appropro since you just were talking to me earlier about how you look so bad and your breath smells awful and you just need to get yourself together. Well, I think you look really cute when you're all nice and tired. I especially love when you wake up and then you just put your arm around me and we cuddle and we pretend to be sleeping even though I know we're both awake. 0MG, best feeling in the world. So yeah, I love the way you look when you wake up. Your hair is all tousled and you look like a legit model for some type of men's underwear or something. Don't get me wrong, I G0 BANANAS when you get out of the shower and get all nice looking and when you wear jeans and everything (even thought you h8 jeans), you still look supah fine. But, I also think you look so nice and cute when you wake up, too. :) So... guess what? 3 3 3 THREE THREE THREE DAYS DAYS DAYS. I felt the need to triple every word because it is 3 DAYS! Are you excited? I'm excited! I'm more than excited! I'm not even jumping out of my pants because I'm always too excited, so I just took my pants off all together. Eeeeeeeeeeee!!! I can't wait to see you. I'm just going to do homework on the plane or something so that I don't squeal the whole time and make the other passengers cut their wrists. I just can't help it!!! P.s. we're hanging out erryday... so, don't even try and argue with me, mister! La la la la la la la la la la la la la. I'm listening to a song right now that I think you would like because you like La Roux so much. It's not by them, but it's practically identical. Well, every time I heard it in the gym when I was working out, I was like, "Oh, it's La Roux!" Sike. It's not. But, sounds like their twin! It's called "Stereo Love" by Edward Maya & Vika Jigulina (<< whoa, cool name). Listen to her! Here she is: Stereo Love <3 
Guess what Erica just texted me? "today is tuesday! 3 more days until you are home! :)"
I LOVE IT. IT'S JUST SO GREAT. SOOORR GR8!
Well, babe. I laff yew and can't wait to see you and smell you. ()>:)
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm:))))
Such a cute, wittle, sweepy bebe. <3
Best text from you, so far, even though it's a completely different topic: "Ohh. Babe I'm so proud of how well your doing. Like you study a heck of a lot and its going to pay off. You'll see" << I copied it exactly as you sent it :D muaha. Thanks for noticing, babe!