9: I love the way I know you'll never give up on me. :)

When every step is so hard to take and all of my hope is fading away, when life is a mountain that I cannot climb, you are with me. 

When every moment is more than I can take 
and all of my strength is slipping away, when every breath gets harder to breathe, 
you are with me.
 Hey, babe, I love you. Right now my stomach is churning and I feel like someone is holding a rope around it and twisting it and I can’t breathe. It’s all because I miss you so much. :( Okay, do you wanna know the 9^th thing I love about you? :) I love the way I know you'll never give up on me. Even when I act like a child and am ridiculously annoying and stupid, you promised me that wouldn’t ever leave me unless I… you know. But, I will NEVER do that, so you don't need to worry. I love you so much, babe. :)))) Guess what? 36 days until my last day of school. YIPPEE. I love my frands here but I miss you like cra cra so it’s not even funny. This is going to be the world’s bestest summer! Okay, so I just want to deeply apologize for today. I feel terrible. LIKE TERRIBLE. I feel like I was such a bitch (cus I was) and I am so so so sorry. I’m going to try and work on: 1. not interrupting you when you are telling me a story (or just telling someone to hold on) and 2. not getting mad at you when you are the one who is mad and you didn’t do anything. I just really hate that I hurt your feelings and I’m sorry. :( Anyways, tomorrow is a new day... We get to Skype in two days and I don’t think I have ever been so excited to Skype with you in my life!!!! :D YES! Muaha, I love it so much. I’m so stoked. Eeeeeeeee!!!!!! I ruv chew ^ infinity! :))))

so goofy :P

Dear, Romeo... Love, Juliet :)

Rob,

Or should I call you Robert? Well, no. Kelly called you that & I'm not going there. Or should I call you William? I mean, that's your real name. What about Will? No, I already know one of those. Gross. I can't handle two Wills. CONFUSION. What about Will i am? Well, I'm not sure that you're cool enough for that. :/ Sorry to burst your bubble, babe! Muahaha, I'm totes kidding. You're a cool wittle jumping bean. Eww, why am I talking like that/what am I even saying?! Sometimes I think I'm high when I'm not. Like when I feel like I'm living in a dream and I am falling through the ground or when I need to pop the bubble around me and step out because I'm suffocating. That stuff happens in real life to me. REAL LIFE! "Is this real life?" -David after dentist. Please tell me that you've seen that video! Well, if you haven't, then here's the link: David After Dentist Lolololol gash I freakin' deakin' leakin' love dat vid. He's a funny cat, Roberto, just like you! But, OK. Today was like a roller coaster, but let's not talk about it. Let's just talk about our highs for the day. One: I ate an oreo muffin with peanut butter on it for breakfast. Can you say delish?! I KNOW YOU CAN, SO SAY IT! :D Another high was that my linguistics teacher gave us a pop quiz and gave us all a 100% on it. YAY. I love him for that. Another high was that I got done all my homework that I needed to get done today. I feel so fuckin productive. :))) Eww, gross chins. I feel like my chins are growing, though. I NEED to keep a food log or something so I can analyze what I eat because I just inhaled like half a jar of nutella. OMGsh I get so hungry and my tum tum just attacks me! I can't do anything about it either. My hand just picks up the jar of nutella like it's programmed to do that or something. It's really weird. I guess the universe just wants me to keep eating it so I'm gonna obey. :) Ok, time to be normal... Babe, I really appreciate the way you express your feelings so well to me. That is the 8th thing I love about you, just in case you lost count. :) Like I feel like a robot even though I swear I'm not. I know I have some bolts and screws on my back but that's just the way I was made... lololol what am I saying? Ok, but for reals. I agree with what you say, you just always say it first. So it's not like I can just say, "Me too," without sounding completely emotionless. I'm better at expressing myself with facial expressions and bodily expressions (hugs xoxo) and my wittle keezes. Muah. I wuvv chew. But seriously, I'm glad you have that quality. Because I don't. I just always assume that you know how I feel and I'm sorry if I forget to reinforce my love for you. I try to tell you "I love you" at least every day. Cus I do. & when I say things, you better believe them, tard! I'm not going to lie to you. Trust me, I would not be in Florida wasting my time if I wasn't serious about the way I feel for you. I love you, bebe. :)))))))))))))))))))) I can't wait until we can skype so I can see your beautiful face!!!!!!!!! P.s. my friend told me today that she was stalking my spring break pics (she was like, once you click on one picture you just can't stop, you have to look at them all) and she thinks you're a good looking cat. OK, she didn't use those exacts wordsies (obvi) but she said you were really cute. YEAH, YA ARE. I'm jeal. Well not really 'cus you're all mine. :D 
Babe, this was my favorite spring break. I don't think I would have even had half as good of a spring break if you weren't there waiting for me. I would be hanging out with my family every day and I probably would have gone to OSU for like a couple of days. I have so much fun with you and hanging out every day was great. It's just great! I love being like a couple and I also love that we can just chill around the house and be like frands. & I also really love that you get along so well with my sister because that makes her happy and that makes me happy. So hap, so hap! :D I love you so much. Can't wait till summer! HOLY FRICK. 37 days until my last day of class. So I will be coming home right after then. My last day of class is 4-20, too. Weird. Druggie school -__- Alrighty, love ya beibs. Much love! <<EWWWWWWW. 

-Mo

SO FACKIN' HAWT. My fwavwite pic of yew. <3

7: I love the way you think you look awful when you first wake up when it is actually then I find you beautiful.

Ok, don't think I'm creepy or anything. Even though we both know that I am. <:D I just thought this was appropro since you just were talking to me earlier about how you look so bad and your breath smells awful and you just need to get yourself together. Well, I think you look really cute when you're all nice and tired. I especially love when you wake up and then you just put your arm around me and we cuddle and we pretend to be sleeping even though I know we're both awake. 0MG, best feeling in the world. So yeah, I love the way you look when you wake up. Your hair is all tousled and you look like a legit model for some type of men's underwear or something. Don't get me wrong, I G0 BANANAS when you get out of the shower and get all nice looking and when you wear jeans and everything (even thought you h8 jeans), you still look supah fine. But, I also think you look so nice and cute when you wake up, too. :) So... guess what? 3 3 3 THREE THREE THREE DAYS DAYS DAYS. I felt the need to triple every word because it is 3 DAYS! Are you excited? I'm excited! I'm more than excited! I'm not even jumping out of my pants because I'm always too excited, so I just took my pants off all together. Eeeeeeeeeeee!!! I can't wait to see you. I'm just going to do homework on the plane or something so that I don't squeal the whole time and make the other passengers cut their wrists. I just can't help it!!! P.s. we're hanging out erryday... so, don't even try and argue with me, mister! La la la la la la la la la la la la la. I'm listening to a song right now that I think you would like because you like La Roux so much. It's not by them, but it's practically identical. Well, every time I heard it in the gym when I was working out, I was like, "Oh, it's La Roux!" Sike. It's not. But, sounds like their twin! It's called "Stereo Love" by Edward Maya & Vika Jigulina (<< whoa, cool name). Listen to her! Here she is: Stereo Love <3 
Guess what Erica just texted me? "today is tuesday! 3 more days until you are home! :)"
I LOVE IT. IT'S JUST SO GREAT. SOOORR GR8!
Well, babe. I laff yew and can't wait to see you and smell you. ()>:)
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm:))))

Such a cute, wittle, sweepy bebe. <3

Best text from you, so far, even though it's a completely different topic: "Ohh. Babe I'm so proud of how well your doing. Like you study a heck of a lot and its going to pay off. You'll see" << I copied it exactly as you sent it :D muaha. Thanks for noticing, babe!

6: I love the way you dress.

I think that this is one of the first things that attracted me to you when I first saw you: I love the way you dress. Before I even talked to you, I thought your clothes were my kind of style! One: you dress nig, but not too nig that peeps gun be up in hurr thinkin yu eminem o some weird shat like dat. Two: your clothes always smell really good and they smell like you and I just am really attracted to that. I remember that Erica and other people used to ask me what kind of guy I wanted to date and when I described them physically, I would always think of you. (even when you were dating you-know-who and we weren't allowed to talk to each other...) I always said that I wanted a guy who wore basketball shoes and bball shorts and just kind of had a tousled hair look going on. Hello, your name is Rob and you dress like that. Oh man, I remember one of my favorite outfits that you wore. It was in Anatomy and I remember because it was first bell and we had that class first bell and it sucked major D. (...it was awesome because I got to see you and secretly watch you and help you :) / it sucked D cus it was so early and Mrs. Long wasn't the bestest...)Anyways, you came in late (like always... hehe :) and you had some mexi threads on. Example A:

^This isn't actually you... I'm not that much of a stalker

I thought you were so hot. I still do, babe. You're a dime that's top of the line. Oh, yummy in my tum tum. Ok, so I also really like the way you don't care what I wear. It's just great. I remember when you came here and I was going to get you from the airport, Alexis was like, "Wow, I'm surprised you're not getting all dolled up. I'm gonna be in the salon for like 48 hours before I go see Jordan!" Haa. That's not me at all. Or you. I mean, you hate jeans! And jeans aren't even fancy clothes. "No jeans on the bed." Lol... hey, that's a good rule, kid! Works like a champ because then we can cuddle and nestle together and be super duper close and everything. :) I ruvv chew, bebe, sooor much. You're sleeping right now (at least that's what you said and I am believing you) and it's so early! Hokay, well not that early but about three hours earlier than your normal betty-bye time. Tehehe :) Omgsh, enough with the smiley faces, Mo. Geezele Petes. I do them way too much. Well, sleep well and don't let the bed bugs bite. Also, good luck tomorrow at school! You only have a wittle bit more to go and then you see me. You know how long exactly? 5 - 1 = 4 DAYS = 2 x 2 = 3 + 1

AWESOME POSSUM. <3333

A few lyrics from the song (I Hope This Gets To You by The Daylights) that I am obsessed with right now:

I knew I’d found what I was looking for

[I knew I’d found what I was looking for]

Sitting indian style, on the kitchen floor

[Standing slouched over, on the chem lab floor]

You’re like pretty grace kelly in a black and white scene

[You're like pretty Usher Raymond in a love-in-this-club song]

And you’re batting your eyes cos you know it kills me

[And you're texting me cos you know it kills me]

You think you feel my heart jumping through my chest?

[I know you can feel my heart jumping through my chest]

When you look at me it beats three times as fast

[When you look at me it beats nine (3 x 3) times as fast]

And all of this is passing us too quick for regrets

[And all of this is finally turning out and there's no time for regrets]

I Hope This Gets to You - The Daylights (YouTube)

 (^ link to song... if you want to sing along with my version of it:) 

You can choose which wittle keetie you want to be. :"3 meow

5: I love the way you make me laugh.

Hewro, bebe. :) Sawwy I didn't get a chance to post yesterday because yesterday was just so hectic with me having to drive to the beach and back to see all the old folks and then I had so much homework and then I really wanted to skype with you. :D Anyways... I really wanted to post every day but since I already failed that part... I promise I will still post 101 things that make me love you. So, I love the way you make me laugh. Oh em gee, Rob, you are seriously so funny and you don't even know it. Yesterday you said the funniest thing ever and I told Alexis today and she was cracking up, too. Lol. Remember you said you typed something and then put an 'explanation' mark at then end. Haaaaa. Exclamation, silly! I love how cute and innocent you are. It's so admirable. I also love how open you are with me because that makes me laugh even harder. Like yesterday when you told me you put on goggles in the shower so that you could look straight into the water without closing your eyes and that you sometimes lay on top of the drain so that you can fill up the tub and go swimming. hahaha. Omgsh, I love it so much. You're freaking hilar. Lol. The funniest text yesterday was: "Holy bitch fest!.. Well have fun at din din. Get them tacos!" Not only did I get those tacos (shrimp & lobster :)) but I laughed so hard when I read that text. Holy bitch fest... haha. Just about as hard as you probably laughed when I sent you a text saying "Horry sheet." I'm glad that we can laugh all the time. It makes me so so hap hap happy. Because if we didn't laugh, then we would have a boring-ass relationship and then that wouldn't be fun at all, babe, at all! You're just so funny and you don't even know it. The things you do and the way you look at me (over skype... but still) and the way we talk on the phone makes me giggle hardcore. "Hewro... Hullo..." We are little Scooby impersonators! Muaha. I ruvv eet sooorrr much. And I wuvv chew soooorrr much, too. Don't ever loose your childlike personality because I love that you can be so goofy with me! :)))))
Meow. :'3
Best text of yesterday: "i think you looked good tonight....just like always." ---> PRESH. :)

HELP. I'm an alien! :0

4: I love your ability to make me feel better when times are tough.

We so ga ga goofy.

1. I'm listening to "Love Story" right now and it just randomly came on when I shuffled my itunes. Duh duh deal!
2. ONE WEEK. 7 DAYS. UNA SEMANA. SIETE DÍAS. :D
OK, so I know you didn't read my post from yesterday (-__-) but that's fine cus it's your choice. lol. But today, the thing I love about you is: I love your ability to make me feel better when times are tough. I know, that's like stupid/gay maybe but I still love it. It reminds me of that video we watched today when we were skyping. The "Boys Will Be Girls" video. Remember?! You laughed a lot, so you better remember. :) Anyways, when the bald guy is talking about his girlfriend and he says: "...You know, fellas, uh, I had a really weird week at work last week and I came home and I just felt like such ca-ca, you know, and I'm not saying it's Maggie's responsibility to pay me endless and personalized compliments every 5 seconds on the second... but isn't it?" ... "YES."
Let's just take a minute to HAHAHA... I feel like you pay me endless and personalized attention sometimes and even though I don't see any of it, I still really love that you care so much. Especially when we are in 'dumps', or I am at least, you always make me feel better. And even when things aren't going smoothly, I absolutely love that you're willing to sit with me and we can talk about stuff on the phone. It's great. It's just so great. Hehe. I stole some sayings from you, too. :))

Anyways, babe... hey, babe... so, babe... i love you, babe...

CAN WE PLEASE BE A REALLY ANNOYING COUPLE IN PUBLIC?! I want people to hate on us so much. I love making people angry and also really uncomfortable. So feel free to grab my bod whenevs you want... unless it's people we know, then control yourself. Hehe. Just keeeding. I love giving you keezes in public, too. But that will be on another blog...

For now, I love the way you always make me feel better. Just don't ever drop your phone and leave it because that will not make me feel better. HOKAY?! I'm not like Kelly (THANK GOODNESS) and I don't feel good when you do that. I feel like I can't sleep or think or do anything. All I feel is a giant knot in my tum-tum and Mo no likey. Alright, well I had to get this in before the day was over. It's over soon, though. You know what that means, right?

LESS THAN A WEEK. 6 DAYS. MENOS QUE UNA SEMANA. SEIS DÍAS. 

:D :D :D :D :D :D << 6 smiley faces = I'm so kewl. and clever. and crafty.

ILY, WITTLE BABY. <3 

3: I love how you would do anything in this world to make me happy.

Okay, so today has been ehh so far BUT it's getting a lot better and I'm really hap hap happy about that. The third thing that I love about you that you've really shown me recently is that you would do anything in this world to make me happy. So maybe I sound like a spoiled brat when I say that but you told me that earlier on the phone so I'm just going to believe you. OK?! :) Anyways, I do really love that about you. I've just never had a guy care so much about me like you do. People say, 'Yeah, Mo, you mean a lot to me.' Hmm, yeah, like I really believe that... Your actions speak louder than words, peeps! And seriously Rob, your actions do, too. I like that you are willing to leave class early to talk to me on the phone when I'm upset because you care about me that much and that means the world to me! Seriously. I told Alexis about that because her bf doesn't care about her feeling tat all. Like literally, she'll be crying on the couch next to him and he'll just be like, 'Well, there's nothing I can do to help you.' Umm, HOKAY, come on, dude! I know you don't always want to be like my pillow to cry on (cus as you have seen, I cry a lot... a wott...a wott) but I still like that you care for me so much. Anywho, I just ate Chipotle and wanna know what I got???? Well, I feel like you can guess and if you can't, then you seriously don't know me as well as I thought you did. -__- But, I got: EXTRA rice, steak, corn, cheese, guacamole ($1.80 extra... YEAH, I KNOW. JUST GIVE IT TO ME.) and a tortilla on the side. I love Chipot! I don't like tomatoes so I didn't get that salsa and sometimes I am just so iffy about the hot salsa, so I stayed away from that. But I made my own little burritos, like you taught me :), and I still have some bowl left over and I'm gonna save it for later (probs about an hour) when I get hungry and my stomach starts attacking itself. Okay, well tomorrow is a new day. And guess what? 8 MORE DAYS UNTIL I SEE YOU. SERIOUSLY, GET EXCITED. I know you hate me so much and you're dreading seeing me but deal with it and pump up the jamz! JUST PUMP IT UP. HO MAH GAH I AM SO EXCITED. OK, way too many caps going on there.... sawwy. 

We really are super cool. 8)

Well, love ya babe. So, thanks for making me happy and really caring about me and I love that so much about you. Hmm, best text of the day? Well, I guess it would have to be: "you didn't update the blog today:/" I can't believe you even noticed that! Lolz. GO YOU. I love you so much and glad you actually care what I do. Sorry this isn't the world's best blog but it's cus I'm shitting homework right now so as soon as that's done, I'll be able to write you an even better one tomorrow. I laff yew, wittle one. :)

2: I love that even though we may be miles apart, I still feel like you're right here with me.

Okay, so today has been another great day and you know what that means… only 9 days until I see you! Horrrry shet I love my life. 2/101 things that I love about you: I love that even though we may be miles apart, I still feel like you're right here with me. You first emailed me on November 14, 2010 at 5:07pm (I saved it… hehe <:D) and you said: “oooooooo so i here from some source that your still not in school. is that right?” I was on facebook when you sent that (obvi, it’s me) and I didn’t even know what to do. I didn’t know why you were even talking to me but I secretly loved it. :) November 30, 2010 was the first time we hung out, well ever actually. I was scared shitless, but I had the best day with you. Okkkkkkk, maybe I just stole some lyrics from T. Swift right there…

[And now I know why all the trees change in the fall

I know you were on my side even when I was wrong

And I love you for giving me your eyes

For staying back and watching me shine

And I didn't know if you knew, so I'm takin' this chance to say

That I had the best day with you today]

But, seriously. I remember you texted me the next day and you said: “You’re the first person that I have actually been my self around this soon. Like I would never do that goofy shit I do with you when we lay together after the 2nd time of hanging out lol” (I remember I was at the mall in Victoria’s Secret reading these texts and I just couldn’t stop smiling <:)

We hung out every day after that for a couple weeks. I left for Christmas break Dec. 22, 2010 and in that small span of time, you made me fall in love with you. How did you do it? David Blaine! Mason and UF are exactly 810.82 miles (yeah, I mapquested that shit) and that’s why nobody understands LDRs (Long Distance Relationships -- I totes abbrev errythng) until they’re in one. It’s been hard, let’s be real, but we still get through it and I love that some days I just feel like I’m with you. So people can suck it when they say we text a lot, because we do and I really don’t care! I like it. (Too bad your phone just cleared all your old texts because we were up to 4000 texts and that's only with your new phone :D) It’s the best way that I can feel like I am with you all day, erry day. I love waking up to texts from you. I love talking to you the second I get up until I close my eyes at night. I feel weird if I don’t text you as soon as I get up. I feel like my day hasn’t really started. I feel empty if I don’t tell you goodnight when I’m going to bed. I just want to be completely in synch with your life and I want the same for you with me. Thank goodness for Internet and phones and Skype and oh muh gah, I am just so thankful. And you know what? 9 DAYS AND WE’LL BE IN THE SAME STATE. IN THE SAME TOWN. IN THE SAME CAR. IN EACH OTHER’S ARMS. :)))))))))))))))))))))))))) Remember that I’m always just a phone call away when we’re apart. <3 So don’t be afraid to call me, even if I am in class. I’ll ALWAYS call you back. I’ll never ignore you. I love you so much, William Robert Elam! P.S. Remember when you came to Florida and visited me? Yeah, I love you for that. Extra props to you for being the best boyfrand ever. LOVE U, QT pie.

3 Doors Down said it best… “It don’t matter where I lay my head tonight, you’re arms feel like home.”

Best text of the day: “well i feel like im going to be with you for ever babe idk about you lol”

I love you. :) <3

101 Reasons Why I Love You

Day 1: I love how beautiful your eyes are.

Okay, so I started this pretty much so that I could a) tell you how much I love you and b) as a memory of how much I love you and because you do the cutest things every day and I want to record them. Rob, I love you so much I don't even know what to say and you don't even understand how much I really love you. Sometimes, actually every day pretty much, my stomach just churns and I feel like I can't breathe. (I obviously can breathe because I'm usually eating and I couldn't be eating if I wasn't breathing, ya know?) So, today is February 22, 2011 and in exactly 10 days I'm going to see you and I am literally jumping OUT OF MY PANTS. I am so excited to see you at the airport, too, because you're picking me up. YES. I want to smell you. I love the smell of your sweatshirt, of your hair, of your face. I love the feeling of kissing you. I love the way you wrap your arms tightly around me and I never want you to let go. I feel like I could just hug you forever. I love that we can be absolutely silent and as long as we are together, I still feel so happy and that I wouldn't want that moment to escape us for anything. I can't wait to see you, babe. Today you had the world's best facebook status. I know... I know... you are not a facebook junkie like me. That's ok! I still like when you do sweet things spontaneously, though, because it really makes me extremely happy. :D Today your status was/is... "whats on my mind today? All I can say is.....Morgan." I think I might have cried when I saw that. LOVE YOU! Don't listen to people when they say you're gay. I love it! I love that you have emotions and you're not afraid to show them to me. That takes trust... and balls... and you have both of them. Lol. Okay, well it's day one, so let me tell you that I love how beautiful your eyes are. You have the prettiest and most interesting eyes I have ever seen. They're a really sick shade of blue with brown speckles. It's like a tie-dye party. I'm obsessed! They're so mesmerizing.  I love you, babe. <333